Psalm 73 (NASB)
..........3 For I was envious of the [b]arrogant As I saw the prosperity of the wicked. 4 For there are no pains in their death, And their [c]body is fat. ................. ......................
12 Behold, these are the wicked; And always at ease, they have increased in wealth. ............................. .........................................
14 For I have been stricken all day long And [p]chastened every morning. 15 If I had said, “I will speak thus,” Behold, I would have betrayed the generation of Your children. 16 When I pondered to understand this, It was [q]troublesome in my sight 17 Until I came into the [r]sanctuary of God; Then I perceived their end. 18 Surely You set them in slippery places; You cast them down to [s]destruction.
The Psalm 73 author is frustrated and angry that the wicked and evil seem to live an easy life. The Psalm 73 author is wondering why he suffers so much with the challenges of walking with God but sees the wrongdoers live in prosperity.
Psalm 73:15 is a little strange. In Psalm 73:14, he is complaining that he walks with God, and faces challenges all day long which may be challenges of fighting off sinful temptations and/or the disciplining that he faces due to giving into said sinful temptations. However, if we continue to Psalm 73:15, he seems to worry about speaking out because it might harm the generation of God's children which is odd.
14 For I have been stricken all day long And [p]chastened every morning. 15 If I had said, “I will speak thus,” Behold, I would have betrayed the generation of Your children.
What exactly is the author saying in Psalm 73:15? What is wrong if he speaks out, and why would speaking out betray the generation of God's children?